Thursday, July 30, 2009

Random, But true <3

Justin Timberlakee is A M A Z I N G :D

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Thought this was classic :) Enjoy!

Youre a 90s kid if,

You remember watching:

-Kenan and Kel
-Ren & Stimpy
-Pinky and the Brain
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
-Rockos modern Life
-Tom and Jerry [when they didnt talk]
-Hey Arnold
-Out of the Box
-Bear in the Big Blue House

You've ever ended a sentence with the word PSYCHE!

You just cant resist finishing this . . . In west Philadelphia born and raised...

You remember:

-Step by Step
-Family Matters
-Boy Meets World

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

When everything was settled by:

-rock paper scissors or
-bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or
-miss mary mack

When kick ball was something you did everyday!!

You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.

You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.

You always wanted to send in a tape to Americas Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.

You remember watching:

-The Magic School Bus
-Reading Rainbow
-Ghostwriter on PBS

You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.

And you played with Silly Puddy and Sticky Tac that you stole from the teachers walls.

You remember those Wheres Waldo books.

Those awsome buzz lightyear shoes that light up.

You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gum

You remember watching:

-The 1st Batman
-Ninja Turtles
-Ghost Busters

You remember Ring Pops!!!

If you remember when every thing was da BOMB!

You remember boom boxes . vs.
cd players

You played and/or collected Pogs

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere you went

You watched the original cartoons of

-Wild Thornberrys
-Power Rangers
-Rocket Power.

All your school supplies were Lisa Frank brand

If you collected those:

-Beanie Babies
-Yu Gi Oh and Pokemon cards
-Coins with the states on them
-Silver dollars, which were cool to have
-Everyone watched the WB

If you even know what an original walkman is..

You know the Macarena by heart

Talk to the hand . . .enough said.

You went to McDonalds to play in the playplace

..Before the MySpace frenzy.....

Before the Internet & text messaging ......

Before Sidekicks & iPods .

Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360

Before Spongebob .....

When light up sneakers were cool and you had spiral spring shoelaces

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs

When gas was $1.

When we recorded stuff on VCR

You had slap bracelets!

You Actually played outside until it was dark!

Way back-Before we realized all this would eventually disappear

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Random thoughts of the day :)

These thoughts just came to my head and I thought I would share them with you :D

I was going to Wal-mart to and I was getting out of the car and I hit my 'funny' bone when I was getting out. Why do they call it the funny bone? There is nothing the least bit funny about it? hhha, It actually hurts quite a bit,

Another thing-> I have been seeing those two seater cars and I think they are the most pointless things ever. They really are and I think they are ugly, I was at QT the other day and there were 3 grown girls in a Mercedes that was meant for TWO. Now if they would've just got a regular car than they wouldn't have to be squashed like that.

Fact : Stressed is desserts spelled backwards. <- hahaahha, So funny :)

&& why is it that people say they slept like babies even though babies wake up every two hours? hmm, ponder that,, its random,,yes i know :D

if Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would it be called Fed Up? hahah

just randomness, hha I'm done..promise :D
Goodnight-> Much Loveee =p

Camera Fraud =/

Are you for or against the speed cameras?

Me, I am 100% for the cameras. It think in many ways It has saved lives. Now, I know it doesn't prevent all accidents but I think it has helped. My cousins and I were having a debate about this yesterday and they are against the cameras. Now to me, most of the people that have a problem with these cameras are speeders. I just think it is a very unsafe habit. While you think that you know what your doing and you drive fine going fast, it may not be your fault for the accident but you might be able to prevent it if your going the speed limit. So many people lose their life in car accidents EVERYDAY.

Just like the quote says " If your speeding, your already late." There is a reason for the speed limit. The cameras do not stop you from speeding but they are a deterrent for speeding. I wish people would understand that it takes 2 seconds for something to change, for a car to have to step on their brakes at the last minute or for a kid to run in the street. Just think =/

I think it was a good investment :)

but if people would stop acting like they are invincible than we wouldnt need them.
your never gaurunteed another day, so when you get behind the wheel of car just think of what could happen when your speeding or driving insanely. :)

I would love to know your views on this subject, thank you!

Monday, July 27, 2009

R.I.P. Grandpa Ed

This man is one of the most uhh-mazing people I have met. I will never forget him. He had a temper problem like you wouldn't believe but I loved my grandpa so much more than anyone would know.

I moved in with my grandfather when I found out he had cancer. It killed me but I wanted to be there when he needed me the most. I had to watch him decrease in health over the year and a half that the cancer overtook his body. The good times definitely over powered the negative times. I truly do miss him something fierce. While I stayed there, our relationship grew alot closer than I ever imagined. Which made it 500% harder when he passed away. I do have to say when he was alive and in good health we werent really that close but it was incredible at how we bonded in the time I stayed there.

I miss helping him to the bathroom and scratching his back for an HOUR when it itched (LOL) and eating our Snickers bars together. I would do anything to have that time back with him. I keep thinking its not fair that he had to go but its part of life. Life and Death, i suppose.

As the days go on I should be healing but every time I think of him or a funny thing he did, I bust out into tears. It's just not fair, not him. If he were still alive alot of things that are happening wouldn't be happening.

My grandfather passed away February 28, 2009. I got kicked out like March 2, 2009. We had his funeral March 7, 2009. Oh yeah, he owned a trucking business called Hayhurst Trucking, which is now 100% owned by his wife. But, he has like 25 employees and Lenny our oldest truck driver committed suicide on April 7. Its been extremely difficult for me to deal with it but I have been hanging on. Trying to be happy for the memories that I had with my grandfather and Lenny. It's still unrealistic that they are gone for goood.

My family since than has broke, they have turned their back on me in so many ways. I don't think they understand how close me and my grandfather had gotten and now its over forever until we meet again. I miss him so much, I just want him back. So I can be happy again. Smile :)

Well, I love you grandpa and there is not a day that goes by that I don't miss you. Apparently God needed you more than we did :) you will always live on forever.
I just hope that my heart can heal so I can move on and for oonce finally be happy again because I know thats waht you would like,
I love you <3

Smile, though your heart is aching :)

Thursday, July 23, 2009

So, how to start this blog...


Anyways, well sometimes. hha but yeah. I have never met anybody like him and I am serious. It's just unrealistic to me at how much I trust and love him. It may sound weird to him because we never say it but I do love him. And he needs to accept it. He is the only one that I can fully trust with everything I have.

We may fight and bicker and get pissed at each other but its life and its gunna happen. Just as long as we settle it and laugh about it later. hha :)

If you guys don't know him, I feel bad for you. His personality and sense of humor is one of a kind. I just can't explain it. It's something you have to see your self. I have known him for 8 long years. from Jr high til' now. It has been great! I hope to know him for so much longer. He is just such a great guy.

It is amazing how much we are alike. and I feel so comfortable around him. We have the dumbest conversations for hours at a time. laugh about the stupidest stuff. Get mad at the the most pointless things ever. but that's what makes our friendship so awesomee. I have always been somewhat insecure but when I'm around him it doesn't affect me. its just like he doesn't care that I am who I am.

No one understands our friendship-> but it is so simple.. he isn't rude,or jerkk and doesn't talk to me mean..thats just how we are. and everybody thinks he is no good for me..but if they would just sit back and watch.. He makes me laugh, and knows how to cheer me up when no one else can. sure we act immature and retarded at times but i wouldn't have it any other way, really.

Every time we hang it I have so much funn. Regardless if we are just chillen and watching TV or out doing something. I have so much funn and laugh as if I don't have a worry in the world. We better move out together whore, do you know how much funn we would have ??

So, to all the guys that have got 'tired' of him or lost interest, just let me say your loss. he is a really good guy and deserves nothing but the best. And onee day he will find the right person and get what he deserves. but, the guys that have talked to him and left him high aand dry-> sucks for you, because you lost out. just know you wont find another like him. NEVER. To him...It will happen when it is suppose to happen, do not rush it :)

He isn't my boyfriend, but I love his hugs, his smile, his advice, his kindness, andd the times we laugh together-> I guess I feel in love with our friendship <3

Monday, July 20, 2009

Lifee is great.

I wasn't to sure what to blog about tonight, but than I realized that my other blogs have been kind of sad and whatever. I don't want to portray myself as someone who is miserable and hates life. So I decided to write my blog about this.

I have a lot of obstacles that I have been trying to overcome and it is draining me from the outside in. But, that doesn't mean that I do not enjoy life. I try to live it to the fullest and get the most out of it that I can.

I have always TRIED to be grateful for the things that I have. I look at it as , I really shouldnt be complaining because there are people that are struggling and trying to make a living out of they have. I have a house to come home to everyday, a meal to eat and clothes and shower to get clean in. There are people out there that are lucky if they get one meal a day. So I do try to be grateful for the little things that I do have. I just wish that I could give a little to everybody who is in need.

Everything now days is so messed up, all materialistic and made up. 13 year old kids asking for a laptop for Christmas or wanting the latest cell phone. Love has lost its meaning in so many ways. I just wish people would look at the things they do have and be grateful and happy but yet they look at what they WANT and are unhappy if things don't go their way. People need to take a step back and SMILE because they have a family and people around them that love them for them. So many kids out there that don't have a father or a mother, but that boy went and shot his father because he wouldn't let him get on Myspace? Do you know how many people hunger for a father or a mother, but yet people are to complaining because they didn't get the cell phone they wanted. Everything is so backwards. Screw a car give me a relationship with my father please.
And I'm not saying I'm innocent in any way at all, but I just want people to realize that what they have is enough and to be happy for the things they do have.

My motto has always been Live, Laugh && Love. I have had a hard time believing in the Love part but piece by piece its coming back together. I have a best friend who has been by my side through just about everything. The good and the bad. I have never met anybody like him before. I really do not care what people say and if they hate me for it but he is and always will be my best friend. your amazing and deserve only the best in life. Thank you for everything :) I also have to mention my cousins. When I was at my lowest they saw the best in me. I will never be able to repay them for they have done for me. I love you Charlesetta more than you will ever know :):)

Okay, well. I just want people to enjoy life. Let you know that there may be negative times in your life but the positive will overcome. Believe in yourself and never give up. Be grateful for what you have. Let your family know how much you love them because another day is not always guaranteed. I love my life and enjoy everybody that is in and will be in my life :):):)

Life ain't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride :D

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Life is Overwhemling..

Have you ever felt like giving up?

Well, just about now I do. I am just so done with everything. I am only 19 and already feel that way.

Just to give you the idea of what is going on; my grandfather passed away In february from Esophagus cancer. :( Since than my life has been complete hell. Anyways, About the last year and half of his life I moved in to help out since his health was decreasing very fastly. Well, my family pretty much turned there back on me since than.

Now, I'm trying to enroll for college and find a job in this recession. When I could use my "family" the most they are not there? What is the damn definition of family? I just don't understand. They have lied to me several hundred times and stabbed me in the back so many times and now they turn me around and want my help. It's just like what more can I do or even handle. I have finally started to stand up for myself and not let them walk all over me. But, its so hard because I just want them to to "love" me. Right now they hate the hell out of me.

They don't think I have any feelings, I suppose? I don't even know what to say? My mother and I got into an arguement this evening and I am just like really? I am just so tired of arguing and drama,, Some family. Ha!

Lately, I havent really cared about anything really, Not college or family (good family) ,, nothing really. I think I am severly depressed but I don't want to go to the doctor. They just try to shove medicine down your throat anyways. but yeah, I have never been like this. I just want to be happy for once. My effing mother thinks I'm doing drugs and I'm just like ugh..

But I do have to say, One thing that usually can ALWAYS cheer me is my bess' frann' Alexis Segura. It is unbelievable how just a 20 minute conversation with him can make my mood change :) I don't know how he does it but he is one of the most amzing people I have ever met. Period, Screw what other people think :D

But, I just had to clear my mind, and I'm not going to let family drama get in the ways of my dreams and life.It just makes me want to work harder to prove to them that I don't need their sorry asses. I am a fighter and I can make it. Best believe that :):):):)

With God all things are possible =]

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Ohh Mayaan,,

So Lets just start out with, I met this guy named Frank and he was totally chill. I met him on Myspace a couple months ago. He was like really sweet, nice and such a gentleman. Its hard to come across any man like that now days. But anyways, we have been talking for a while now and I don't know, I guess you can say we have started to become more comfortable with each other.

Well, I got on Myspace today and I had a friend request from a woman. She was asking me if like I talk to him and stuff. Of course I was like yeah, for quite a while now. She told me that he has been dating her friend for like I don't know a month or something. I was just like are you serious? So I kinda was looking around and it seems to that he is "dating" her. But, we kinda of had a thing? I guess you could call it. So I called him with my best friend on three way :) and he was totally trying to come up with some excuse. I was just like ughh, really?

The good thing is that it never really got serious, ya know. I just kinda liked him, hmm?
But, why? He didn't seem like that at all. But, that proves that you cant judge a book by its cover. Than again, to me it just proves more that all guys are the same. I try not to believe that but with every man that I meet, they just prove it more and more.

I am so tired of it.
Why? do men act like that? I guess that's why I remain single because I cant handle the bullshit. Its all retarded. Is there any guys out there that are not like the rest? please let me know. So eff you Frank and the horse you rode in on. I'm just gonna walk away from it because I am a better person. I'm out for now. Going to bedd.
Peacee :)

Friday, July 10, 2009

livin' lifee =/

Okayy, I know this is only my second post and I should be all happy and stuff but I am not :(

I have always believed in karma, What goes around..comes around. But lately, my feelings about that have changed.

A lot has been going on and it is destroying me from the
inside out. I'm really not good at displaying my feelings,
I usually only tell my best friend, which post on here. ( But every now and then I would like different opinions.

Well, first I would like to know if you guys believe in karma?
There has been a lot of negative in my life, a lot of people have broken their trust with me. They have stabbed me in the back. Hurt more than they could ever imagine.

I want so much to forgive them and move on but I'm holding back. Not wanting to forgive them. It is mostly family that has done that to me , but isn't family suppose to be there for you through thick and thin? I have 3 family members as of now that I do truly love. And 1 best friend that has been by my side through almost everything. But anyways, back to karma. is it true? will they get what they deserve? maybe I'm over reacting? Should I just forgive and move on?

It just feels like I'm going around in circles. Not getting anywhere. For every positive ,there is 2 negatives. that is just how it feels. When ever I do anything for anybody, they turn it around and like yell at me or treat me as if I'm a bad person. Maybe I'm not doing something right? But I just truly want to be happy for once and not fake a smile. Find someone who accepts me for me. Not anything more, not anything less.

My first onee :)

Hey! Everyone :) Well, this is my first post, I decided that I am going to start blogging. It is to help get my mind off things. I usually don't write my feelings down but I thought I would give this a shot, what can it hurt :)

Well, My name is Erica and I love to read blogs:)
I probably wont post a lot but I will occasionally.
I have a lot of drama in my life, ha.
Who doesn't?
But, I love my crazy life =]
and thats what I'll be blogging about most of the time.

Mkkay, well I'm not sure what else to say in this one, so im gunna end it.
but..I'll be back tomorrow for sure :D