Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Segura Family :)

This entry is personally for the Segura family.

I really do not know how to start it out. But, here it is. Let me start with my best friend, Alexis Segura :) This boy is amazing beyond words. It's about 9 or 10 years that we have been friends. Watched each other grow into amazing people and continue to grow. As we continue to grow and become independent people we have really put strain on this friendship but I will not allow us to separate or lose contact. He is just an amazing person, has beeen there for me through all the drama and everything. EVERYTHING. Even though sometimes, it has been extremely hard he has managed to stay and show that he does care. Really, Him and his family have been going through a hard time and I just want it to get better. His family is so incredible. He tells me today he might move to Colorado with his cousin. First instinct was NO. You can't.. That was me being selfish, thinking about myself. I took a step back and realized he needs to do what is going to better himself. What is going to make him happy. Though I would miss him very much, It is time for him to start doing what is best for him. Alexis, you deserve to be happy and not the pretend happy. I love you enough to know that if you decide to move, that is going to make you a happier person. You are truly my best friend and I just want you to finally be the person you want to be. I love you.

To Yolie, Kassandra and Frankie;; You have made me feel like family more than my own family. I do believe that these days of hurting will pass and you guys will see the best in the worst of what has happened. I know you guys are strong and the love you guys share between each other is out of this world. Although you guys may bump heads with each stay strong and love each other with all you guys have. I just know. It will get better. always overlook the negative and let the positive overpower everything. You guys are just such an amazing family, I am completely at a loss for words in explaining how important you guys are. Stat strong, you guys are beautiful people. Just remember; it's not be like this forever. The rain will clear up, sooon to be sunshine :]

Okay. Now that that is said. :) This family is extremely important to me. I don't like seeing them upset and hurt. I have been here, I promise it will get better.

I love you guys!
Stay awesome!

ALEXIS; i love you, regardlessssssss. you are my best friend. I don't care about our little fights we get in. I don't care who comes into my life. you will continue to be amazing. PROMISE.
You neeeeed to do what you think is best for you! It's time for you to be completely happy fooool :) Alright, ii think I am donnnnnnnne.

"Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by..."